Being Pushed Into the Unknown

Morning All of you Bright Sunshiny Faces,

I am slowly getting to the finish of my second week at a new job, and you know what... It feels great! I am connecting with the clients and being able to help them, I work with one of my previous employment trusted employees, there is no toxic drama at the office, and I am on the ground level of making real differences within the company. I am not bogged down, getting ridiculous phone calls all of the time, and no pressure from the higher ups that make me questions my own sanity. 

I am setting goals, crushing goals and doing it all with gusto and bliss. I cannot tell you the importance of feeling alive again. I felt smothered by people who were micromanaging at my old job and didn't have a clue about sustaining a positive work culture. It was to the point that the teamwork culture I worked so hard to put and keep together was crumbling because of people who were not even there were creating an unbreathable environment. I know that no job is ever perfect, but I am a "to the very end" kind of person who will give everything of myself to prove I can make it work, but sometimes, you have to know when it is time to move on. I am thankful that they shut us down and I went through all of the emotions and discomfort because it only made me stronger and helped me realize my worth even more because I would have stayed at that place until I turned into something I wouldn't have recognized. God really does come through for all of us in mysterious ways.

When I talk to the clients in groups and individuals now, I feel hopeful and just as passionate. The clients are telling me positive things they are gaining from my words to them, and I am making a difference once again.

I don't want people to read any of the blogs I post and feel that there is a sadness to them. I want people to read them and know that there is always hope, but you have to make a journey into the unknown, I was pushed and sometimes that happens too. It sucks. It hurts. It is unnerving. It is scary. It is a strange part of life and without going through the ups and downs, there is nothing out there to gage what you really want for your life. Nothing will ever be perfect for anyone, but patience, hard work and faith, you can go into the unknown and come out like a phoenix rising from the ashes. 

"Just remember, I care and you are loved."